I Loved Him Too Much

I loved him too much

And that was my sin

I basked in his smile

Melt in  his grin

He slept next to me

Warm and breathing deep as he slept

So small at the time

I just laid there and watched

 

I sang him to sleep

Night after night

Played so many games

Read books 20 times

Saw the same movie

Again and again

Held all his guys

Played in his den

 

Climbed in his fort

Made brownies together

Taught him to drive

Shared songs on the road

Learned a few things

He never had told

 

Watched as he grew

More handsome each day

So lucky he was

For he his character drew

Friends right away

A magnet he was

The people just came

He made friends so quick

I wonder if he knew shame

 

The years passed so fast

Some days passed so slow

And they are now gone

He’s off on his own

 

I loved him too much

It left a hole in my heart

No no no I don’t want to keep him

That is not my part

He needs to move on

He needs his own life

But he has forgotten me

 

He forgets the all the forts

The toys and clay

The mud and sand

The games we would play

 

The worst thing of all

Is that he is gone

Just gone, all away

30 minutes from me

But never he calls

And never I see

 

And yes I want him to have his own life

But yes I do wish

He had a few minutes for me

It isn’t his fault

He’s young

Doesn’t know

But I do

I know

I loved him too much

And it’s hard to let go

 

Kat

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