The Secrets

I live in the secrets
The secrets become a thing
A place
Another country
A closet
A corner
The secrets are fluid
And change shape
I live in the secrets

And I’m so many people
To him, to her, to you and you
And them and those
The chameleon
All with my different secrets
From one another
I look in the mirror
Get pretty
Surface
Do a good job
Mmmmm
Get better at it

Never look past the surface
Only when I wake
On a good morning
And brush my teeth
And smile at myself, laugh and joke at myself
But that’s a secret

Go away
Secrets

I’m afraid
I’m accumulating too many secrets
I’m overflowing
And I’m mentally juggling
And if you you were me, you’d be dead
But somehow, I live
Though I ……

And we have secrets
Makes me small
Makes gone
Nothing at all

Kat