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July 28, 2018


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I imagine My birth Was I screaming or terrified  Did I know then It just unfolded  And crumbled  I wasn’t there  In my mind In anyone’s thought  Super girl in academics And naturally athletic  Not loved at home Not belonging  The welfare girl Smarter than her family  Hate seed was planted against me Fuck You Kathleen Did you feed that seed? Did you decide to hate yourself  


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  MY NOTES FOR MY THERAPIST   REALLY….CAN I GET A BREAK Hi Candace, Below is the journal I kept this week to share with you yesterday but was unable to because I was still rattled about my nightmares. I apologize for being abrupt. Praise heaven, I slept really well, peacefully, a full 7 uninterrupted hours to wake feeling refreshed!!  I have less trepidation about going to sleep now.  …

Paradox aka Life’s Shit

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Irony/Observation  Children begin completely dependent upon a parent(s) well into high school. Children need strong guidance, love, advice, limitations and space while they are neither fish nor fowl.  College Parents often receive little communication. This is the normal pattern of life. They begin to form their own vision of themselves.  All college breaks, young college students only want to spend time with friends.  Post-College Many children return home after graduating…